It’s 3am, write a list
Of all your Lexapros and cons
Do it quick, come morning, it’s over it’s gone
I’ve been working real good on my career
Haven’t seen my friends in like two or three years
Run all my errands get all my chores done
It’s been an hour and thirty minutes I still haven’t cum
If I’m starting fresh, I have to get this off my chest
Lurking all my exes dm’ing all my friends list
Please don’t hit me back, I just gotta tell you that
Eight years of thoughts all in one night, making things feel not alright
I think it changed the first time I did DMT
That was the last time I really felt like me
Medication suppressed my creativity
Withdrawals feels like paranormal activity
Please go to sleep for the love of god
Write it all down in the morning it will be gone
Existential crisis, thankful for my notes list
Don’t check account balance, don’t read the comments
Baroque, always wearing prada
Fraudulent claims to centelink, I promise I’m just paying for my mama
It’s only been 6 days cold turkey i’m starting to spiral
Jotting down my thoughts like it’s worth going viral
Dig through the trauma, tormented by sonder
Share my feelings. if it helps I wonder
Matty said I was meant to be spiritually enlightened at 29
Suppressed all my creativity and now I’m running out of time
I don’t think you preferred being 21, no one to turn to nowhere to run
Thanks for driving me around town, windows down
Eyes outside, mild suburban lights
You know what I need, I haven’t made a sound
It’s 3am, write a list
Of all your Lexapros and cons
Do it quick, come morning, it’s over it’s gone